There's an inevitable and annual nostalgia that arises on and around May 29th. The day God gave us Elli. It's been 3 years and my heart still thinks it happened yesterday. We watched a video the other night that took us back to those first grief-stricken hours and days when we tried desperately to console our daughter as she was abruptly taken from her foster mother of 2 years. Her world was turned upside down by these strangers whom she would eventually call Mom and Dad with such ease and comfort. After the healing began to permeate within her heart, Elli has been a continual refresher that provokes the unspeakable joy that God lavishes on us even in the midst of an anguished and heartbroken world. I reflect on the obstacles that within a short 5 year spec of time that this little soul has already survived and conquered, and I have the pleasure of witnessing the relentless gladness that illuminates her once troubled heart. Recently, there was a thunderstorm that occurred that provoked a bit of anxiety for Elli. When the storm had passed, the sun in the West produced a full sized rainbow in the East. As Elli witnessed this miraculous phenomenon from our front sidewalk, she threw her arms in the air and exclaimed "I just love you God!" So today, we also throw our arms in the air with praise to our Majestic God as we celebrate our little rainbow that He appropriately named Ellianna (God has answered).
Conception Of The Heart
Conception Of The Heart
"For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." - Matthew 6:21
It is amazing how God does not limit conception only to the womb. I am a perfect example of this unconventional, yet equally profound miracle. It was approximately 22 years ago when a little girl from China was placed in my heart. It is there that she has grown until God said it would be time for delivery in the near future. That message came on January 18, 2011 to be exact. The mysterious thing is that even as long as I have carried her there, the news meant she would surprisingly yet pleasantly come early to us. What we thought could possibly be another 5 years, suddenly turned into 5 months. Another perfect illustration of our little thoughts, plans, and ways compared to our Great God's! He never ceases to amaze us! And for those who might wonder, yes there are excruciating emotional labor pains!!! So here we are, and although this is by no means the beginning, and certainly not the end, we welcome you to join us on our mission...... to love Ellianna!
We will keep you posted, as our journey continues to China on May 24th, 2011!
"For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." - Matthew 6:21
It is amazing how God does not limit conception only to the womb. I am a perfect example of this unconventional, yet equally profound miracle. It was approximately 22 years ago when a little girl from China was placed in my heart. It is there that she has grown until God said it would be time for delivery in the near future. That message came on January 18, 2011 to be exact. The mysterious thing is that even as long as I have carried her there, the news meant she would surprisingly yet pleasantly come early to us. What we thought could possibly be another 5 years, suddenly turned into 5 months. Another perfect illustration of our little thoughts, plans, and ways compared to our Great God's! He never ceases to amaze us! And for those who might wonder, yes there are excruciating emotional labor pains!!! So here we are, and although this is by no means the beginning, and certainly not the end, we welcome you to join us on our mission...... to love Ellianna!
We will keep you posted, as our journey continues to China on May 24th, 2011!
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